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I would start writing merely about my work, setting up so to speak, some kind
of "directions for use" or "glossary". But it
seemed to me more appropriate to write also about myself and some of my views
on the world, about my personal and professional career and finally about my work,
especially bearing in mind those who would like to understand my work so that
they can also fathom some of the concepts inspiring their creation. All
along the centuries and throughout the civilisations, with no distinction of race
or belief, scribes and copyists, silent and attentive, with dexterous, faithful
and patient hands, transmitted us - with the help of their calligraphic instruments
- sacred texts, historical facts, love stories and poetry, unforgettable legends,
peace treaties, sciences and laws. They are the pillars of human knowledge, keys
to the wisdom necessary to understand our existence, enabling us, with an attentive
eye peering into beautiful manuscripts of the past, to prepare the future or travel
into a world of dreams... even for just a few moments. It
was with that kind of reflections that, one day, while I was contemplating some
ancient manuscripts a few years ago, I decided to initiate this trip back to the
past (but without return) which I am accomplishing today, between reality
and the imaginary, passing through all the different eras of human knowledge;
rewriting what has been written already, designing once more ideas already gone
by but impressive to me, thinking through what has already been thought, trying
to feel inside me the same sensations my predecessors would have felt, not without
a certain nostalgia. I am sailing endlessly through dozens of texts, venturing
through phrases, sometimes without immediately feeling them but after a deep reflection
I do feel the presence of a superior wisdom which gives me the sensation that
I am a thirsty child craving for knowledge. Also,
since I have my doubts on everything in this life, including myself and my limits,
I am curious to understand the unknown and discover other versions of our existence,
since I would like to know the various aspects of one single question, the secrets
of this life, I dive into the past through the manuscripts, through the books,
trying to discover inside them all their details; copying out the questions, enigmas
and replies; transcribing the thoughts of other people more audacious than myself.
And since I do not know how many more years I will live - I believe that when
you do not think about death you are being irresponsible with life, you are forgetting
to make plans worthy of our sojourn on earth - I keep busy everyday studying books
and their sometimes long but entrancing texts. I bury myself inside them, intensely,
attentive and dedicated. I scrutinize them with quiet eyes: context after context,
line after line, I slowly feed upon the knowledge they are handing over, I absorb
them while trying to feel the essence of these eras and their ideas, trying to
apply certain teachings of the past to the present reality, to my time, or sometimes
I just transport myself in imagination to be able to represent these ideas in
my work afterwards.
All of these texts, these beautiful texts, I look for them, fascinated by all
of these places where they still have their own space; and I admire them, I transcribe
them: in French, in Latin, in Portuguese, in English and so on... comparing one
to another, trying in my thoughts to stand besides their authors and understand
how they were elaborated. I do this with no consideration for time, as if time
were my dwelling, my only place of inspiration. This is all fascinating to me,
it involves my whole body, my whole soul, my whole time. And
once my study is over, I draw on a piece of paper the space where the chosen text
will be received, that valued text of which I will be the interpreter. I imagine
the text once finished - comfortable in its place, sometimes illuminated, later
admired - that I am about to transcribe. And this is how I start writing in calligraphy
with simple and involved movements, on the support with my quill, in the alphabet
I have imagined for it. What type of letter do I chose for my calligraphy? I chose
the one that answers best my inspiration at the time, the exact letter, the exact
size; a letter that talks as my hands copy the words, the whole sentences. I consider
this a spiritual approach. I
believe in the mind and the spiritual! My
creation is a state of mind! True, my work is conceptual, spiritual, intellectual,
sometimes sensual, poetic and often full of contrasts. It is insignificant for
some and interesting to others. To me, in the meantime, it is my "ego",
the best way to express myself, my blasting sensitivity, my ideas in movement.
It is my naked intimacy, the form I am trying to give to life, to the aesthetic
of women, to my poetry. The rest is practical studies on the world, on my errors
and successes, it is the knowledge I have acquired thanks to human culture. Written
texts fix once and for all human reflections which are the result of organisation
and association of ideas, ideas which are themselves a purely mental movement
dissociated from the concrete. Writing
is leaving a trace of us. Therefore,
while transcribing texts, I materialize human thoughts. I give them a body, physical
and visible. I carry them out with the ambition of making them overtake the limits
of time for a work of art is made to last. My
works of art are an exact copy of men's reflections in all eras; they are presented
by me on a material that lasts and remains and embodies the preservation of knowledge,
just like an image or a painting representing discourse. However,
if the texts do not belong to me, what is mine in my work? The concept. But what
concept? My work is the sum of: knowledge (which is not mine and is known of all)
or to put it differently, the texts; plus the alphabets (which are historical
and also common knowledge); plus the interpretation and graphic representation
which I built on a noble and touchable support. That is the concept: it results
in a unique and original whole, visible, sensible and durable. Besides,
if the nature of the existing and living things, is the incessant play of movement
and rest and that Art, in all its disciplines such as music, dance, theatre, painting,
sculpture, drawing, etc., endeavours to capture and reproduce the times of life's
movements or natural rests - life which is and will always be this original which
inspires us; my work's objective, as it were, is to still down reflection,
which I consider as some kind of "rest" subsequent to the never-ending
undulating movement of the ideas of great thinkers, that is to say of human beings.
The result is the materialisation of the spirit of the texts which I consider
beautiful - but since I know that the "beautiful" is relative to each
and every one's sensation of taste, perception and education, I leave it up to
everybody to have their own free and spontaneous appreciation. The
philosopher in me tells me that an artist is a man of all times, he is located
in all eras, he is sensitive to all changes around him and contemplates humanity.
The texts I choose and use in my art works are witnesses of what I have just stated,
for it seems to me that everything changes and that human beings adapt. They vindicate
their superiority, their ability to solve problems of an existential kind, their
vocation to dominate everything on this planet, their interest at being part of
life, at making this life pleasant, their never ending search for the beautiful,
this beautiful which, according to me, keeps on being relative. Speaking of which,
if God held Himself satisfied of the result of His creation, perceiving that all
was good - and naturally beautiful - I, as an artist, observe that there is
some "beautiful" resulting from my work, but yet feel forever unsatisfied
with the results and I wonder with each new piece whether the result is "good". This
reflection leads me to the following conclusion: all that counts in the execution
of a work of creation is doing it well and that the result be good (despite the
incessant and unending search for perfection); the "beautiful" is but
a sensation which a creator leaves his admirers the privilege of satisfaction. I
am a compulsive reader, a book aficionado,
a lover of history, art, communication, archaeology, spirituality... knowledge
of the phenomena of this life interests me. And these books and cultural disciplines
I am talking about have been accompanying me since childhood: Louis Vaz de Camoens,
Fernando Veríssimo, José de Alencar, Cecília Meirelles, Clarice
Lispector, Carlos Drummond de Andrade, Cláudio Abramo, August Rodin, Wassily
Kandinsky, Fernando Botero, Albert Einstein, Hypolite Taine, Olavo Bilac, René
Huyghe, René Descartes, Antoine Marie Jean-Baptiste Roger de Saint-Exupéry,
Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra, Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Charles de Secondat Montesquieu,
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel, Emmanuel Kant, Umberto
Eco, Friedrich Nietzsche, Jean-Paul Sartre, Emile Zola, Jules Verne, Daniel De
Foe, Franz Kafka, Leonardo Da Vinci, Giorgio Vasari, Albrecht Dürer, Johannes
Gütemberg, Desiderius Erasmus Roterodamus, Gustav Klimt, Peter Paul Rubens,
Rembrandt Harmenszoon van Rijn, Titian (Tiziano Vecellio), Johannes Vermeer, Raphaël,
Michel-Angelo, Edward Johnston, Johannes Itten, John Kenneth Galbraith, Martin
Luther King, the Holy Bible (I read them all during my course in a protestant
theology school), David Ben Gurion, Milan Kundera, Ronsard, Martin Luther,
Saint Jerome, Homer, Plato, Richard Shusterman, Arthur Miller, Tony Godfrey, Otto
Rank, George Dupless, Phaedrus, Aesope, Jacob and Wilhelm Grimm, Jean de la Fontaine...
among so many others, helped me to consolidate my own idea of natural and spiritual
life. I
feel special reverence towards our occidental writings and the languages they
represent, I revere literature and art in all its meanings, I revere the creative
power of human beings and science, construed as a complement and not as the centre
of all answers - like some people would have us believe nowadays. To
get back to the topic of books, it is not only in their pages that I am learning
and have learnt, no, there are people too. I am talking about the people I like
or who are interested in me, old people too... well, those that I consider wise.
I am learning thanks to their pieces of advice; I think it is good to give and
receive advice. I learnt from all the professionals I met and who were able to
share and exchange with me knowledge, reflections, experiences, thus helping me
to improve my knowledge. As a result I now have autonomy, authority and self-determination
in my professional choices. I
learnt how to dream and sometimes desire, even if only for a few moments, a world
of cultural excellence, more human, fairer and more intelligent, more educated
and less formal; even when I am not being watched; even if I am sometimes under
the impression that I am obsolete and utopian... I dream and dream on until today.
I go on dreaming because I believe (quoting Areano Suassuna) that culture
has antibodies. It
was during the time I lived in the suburbs of Paris that I learnt - watching the
birds alighting on my window: free and satisfied, my everyday companions (one
of my sources of inspiration) to fly in imagination, to dare, to wonder down
the most intimate parts of myself, in search of replies; to establish my own world,
to structure and reinforce my small studio, accompanied by words echoing in the
spring breeze; words full of strength filling my soul with responses, with themes
of every kind, with reflections and sometimes absurd theses... And during these
moments I was thinking of the happy little souls, gay and witty, preparing their
nests. These moments were magic to me, I was gazing at this scene, considering
it perfect, extraordinary, a miracle of existence - not knowing if I would ever
witness such an event again, such a fantastic, such a... great event! Then I would
stop working and go out for a little walk in the streets of Colombes or Paris,
through plazas or the Luxembourg garden; taking the RER or SNCF train, the Parisian
metro, entering human lines and corridors that materialize everywhere (this
eternal human suffering); in St Lazare Station or in Les Halles... my mind
wandering, travelling in my own ideas, in my own way of seeing the world, moving
unperceived among the crowd, with my own state of mind that belongs only to me. I
hold a special respect for Free Will, especially other people's, and this
makes up the first of my commandments in human relations. We
are all entitled to love, sexuality, reserve, freedom, intimacy, respect, to think
anything we want about everything we want; we have a right to express ourselves
freely, to believe what we want to believe without hindrance, and also not to
believe anything of what others put forward; the right to feel we are someone
special, to feel wanted, to have our own value, to be seen, known or unknown of
everyone; right to shyness; right to express our most intimate desire and to desire
the one we love - body and soul - with the very best of ourselves, without being
judged by others because of our choices. We are entitled to express everything
that's inside of us; in our hearts, in our mind, our understanding. Entitled to
believe in God, to be a citizen, to defend, depend and be protected by the State
and entitled nonetheless to freedom of thought, to think different from others
and from that same State, to express this openly without feeling persecuted; or
to go elsewhere towards other lands and other cultures, where those same ideas
are defended without encountering obstacles in our trip. I
am blooming in my work and exteriorizing on my support all the ideas my state
of mind provides me with at times of inspiration. My Calligraphy is my favourite
work instrument and I dedicate my time as well as my discipline and knowledge
to it. Thanks to it I give shape to the concepts of ideal and beautiful; I do
this dozens of times if necessary, in a never ending ritual, because it gives
me pleasure, it fulfils me, this is my world. I
have learnt to walk alone, making my way with trust. Trust in God and in myself,
in my work and in the future. I work hard! Everyday! With discipline and hope
that in time I will see the results of my work. And regarding time, this time
that fills up my days, I am using it to write calligraphy, creating my works in
my studio, discovering new books in the bookshops I visit: in Paris, in Strasbourg,
in Brussels... trying to learn, to understand other people's truths, putting mine
forward sometimes, after all who holds the absolute truth? But to carry on talking
about what I think, I also believe in a world where forces contrast, in the cultural
diversity between Orient and Occident - where differences legitimately claim their
rights. I
believe in the attraction of light and dark; in the absolute necessity of contrast
everywhere, because this life is full of contrasts; full of necessary oppositions.
I
believe in the diversity of opinions and that differences are important to society's
balance and to its own survival. In the same way as night and day are essential
to this world where light and dark live together in a perfect balance. And that
is why I use red in my work, the red of love, passion and life, the red of loss,
bloody battles and tragedies, in opposition and balance with black, the permanent
mark of human ideas or, sometimes, of bleak sentiments and dark situations. I
live with my own time and I try to present my work in a modern manner, yet I am
not a prisoner of my era, I don't live in a bubble. On the contrary, I am taming
the past that I come across in the corridors of history, decorticating facts which
are still alive and present nowadays among us; models and principles of politics,
culture or religion which are human and universal, which formed or still form
part of the civilisations of all times since they are like mirrors reflecting
light on today's world, opening doors, helping us to determine our behaviour,
consolidating our values, structuring our society, making eternal along the generations,
concepts, ideas and facts. I also have my own concepts and I express them in my
work with the materials I have today and in a way as coherent and appropriate
to our time as possible. I
believe in love, that force which elevates man to its top level and thus, like
Don Quijote searching for his Dulcinea doubtless of the result,
I believe in the illusion that art can illuminate the world, penetrate into the
deepest parts of human beings and express what is most beautiful inside us. And
since our language needs to be exteriorized and established; since the cries of
our souls as well as our ideas and passions need to be seen and gazed at by the
outside world, for the human mind's satisfaction; why not work on signs that represent
and respond to this normal and fair human desire? This is what my work of research
and interpretation of ancient books is all about: I represent the ideas and aspirations
of the authors' souls throughout these texts, considering what has been passed
onto us. Letters,
these little signs that change contexts and ideas whenever it becomes necessary,
that move us in the deep of our souls; regrouping to make up syllables, words,
sentences; transforming into various languages, changing meanings, revealing secrets,
leading us and allowing us to a profound reflection on our desires and the reason
why we are the way we are. This letters give meaning to feelings, to shouting,
crying, sobbing, joy, love, relief, to everything that is human, to all that is
legitimate in ourselves!. Those
little magic letters, full of personality, individuality and strength of expression,
which take different shapes, Rustic, Uncial,
Caroline, Gothics: Proto-Gothic, Gothic Textura,
Rotunda, Fraktur, Batarde, give us the impression
that we are living in another time, another era; that we are capturing history,
that we can be part of it. Letters that fascinate me with every topic and that
I try to isolate so as to give them a value corresponding to their individuality.
I could write them and represent them in calligraphy till my last breath. I would
enjoy that! Let
us continue to talk about my calligraphy, this vehicle which makes me the accomplice
of history, it is a tool I also use to reassert my convictions and beliefs, I
use it to express and represent my concepts in a visual and artistic manner; with
the help of texts which I consider excellent. It is the recourse I have and use
to share with those who like my work all the things I describe. In
my calligraphic work, ancient letters are not merely lost alphabets pertaining
to the past, museum pieces, palaeography subjects... They have the value they
deserve, the importance they must have. Quill
in hand, I cautiously liberate ink on my support, words come forth one by one,
side by side, letting imagination be my only limit, the border which tells me
where to stop. But as soon as one work is done I move on to another because there
is inside me the urgency of the instant, of this instant fully possessed by inspiration
which fills my whole self. I need this, it is like breathing to me, it is the
vice that feeds my soul. I need the urgency of the "now" and the inspiration
which demands full satisfaction, result; I need this inspiration which understands
the most intimate whining of my desire to create and dominates me, which, in the
most intense silence, when all are sleeping, wakes me up and offers me a new version
of one idea, another concept of a shape to be exteriorized or even a simple observation
which gives away the errors I make. And
to better watch one of my calligraphy pieces, it is necessary to take some distance
from the present time, from the contemporary mechanisation of our alphabet and
avoid comparisons. See the whole picture, see it all, like an undividable unit,
see its forms, see it with sensitive and quiet eyes. You need to place yourself
in between the past and the conservation of ideas, which is not always appreciated
by our generation which enjoys change and is obsessed by the discardable! To understand
my work it is necessary to adopt the same values as those who do not see time
as their enemy and do not consider tradition as bygone. When
I feel inspired, I know my limits no longer and, full of imagination, I start
sketching, drawing with my quill, exploring colours and accomplishing my creation.
Thus I give colour and life to my concepts. Using the colours I am talking about,
portioned with balance and harmony, like a beautiful garment for the visible body
of the content I am representing. The
colours I keep studying with their mathematic sensitivity, with the most diverse
sensations they pass onto us, with their balance and oppositions. Colours and
their infinite number of combinations and contrasts, pleasing or displeasing to
the eyes... I study colour and its application. Harmony between the different
colours and the use of contrasts are permanent preoccupations of mine. It is a
search I started a long time ago while undergoing training on visual programming
and which I continued during my course at the Superior School of Graphic Arts
and Industries Estienne, in Paris; on precision instruments, during theoretical
classes on the analysis of light, on offset machines and even during physics classes
that led me to understand the scientific separation of light. Thanks to the understanding
to its constitution, composition and application, I control colours and obtain
the desired quality for various kinds of impression and supports. However
I do not only invoke in my work texts and colours, history and literature, legends
and facts, beliefs and manifestos... In my work I also keep a special place to
the representation of the female body with its beautiful and perfect curves, it
is one of the forms of beauty which pleases the human mind. Besides, why would
I not remember woman in my calligraphy? Woman who changes the course of history
when she feels like it? Whose tender movements, delicates, full of grace and seduction,
makes the world smell nicer, makes beauty essential, makes men ambassadors of
peace or pitiless conquistadors. I am representing them in my work with the same
emotion that cause in me the other topics of my inspiration. I am transcribing
on the paper their enchanting movements, womanly and majestic that only they are
allowed to possess, I am representing them with their feminine originality that
other beings are deprived of... They are women with no faces, social conditions,
studies, professions... none of these have any importance. They are imaginary,
sensual, beautiful to my eyes. Fat or thin, tall or short, they stand for beauty
in my creations, they are the external shape of the fascinating aspect of the
human mind, a source of inspiration for those who desire love, for without this
image of woman, there, conscious of the power that emanates off her, there can
be no love, no poetry, no desire, no conquest, no enchantment, no romance, no
sense or reason to the life of a man. This is also the theme of the poems I write
to accompany them. My
love for great ideas, ideals, women, sensuality, contrasts, what is manual, the
intellect; the human being; what is legitimate and fair, burning passions, positive
opposition, a better world... forms the necessary content that gives shape to
what I intend to show in the conceptual representations which is implied in my
work. This
work is part of a renouveau (renewal) whose environment is made
up of families of hand-written letters that men such as Albrecht Dürer, Jan
Van den Velde or Edward Johnston, among others, were successful in valuing and
immortalising in their calligraphy pieces. To
my mind this art is a vehicle with which I direct my ideas, and let my imagination
flow, as well as my inspiration, my feelings - sometimes worried or melancholy,
sometimes hopeful, contradictory, passionate, full of love, firm, rigorous, sinful,
curious, admiring - where I express my feelings in relation to the representation
of the outside world that surrounds me, which is in front of me. That art where,
with a firm and free hand, I give any shape I want to the woman or subject I am
watching and admiring, thanks to strokes and colours. And
I could not finish this text without mentioning beforehand the patient quill which
serves me, accompanies me, obeys me in silence and never gets tired of starting
all over again each time my eyes tell me that they do not like the result; in
my most varied movements in search of perfection, balance, harmony, symmetry,
of what is correct, aligned, coherent, beautiful, ideal, conceptual, aesthetic,
profound, sensitive, legitimate! Giving shape everywhere it goes to everything
my imagination conceives; producing letters, the most beautiful letters to me... I
take the pen, I chose an alphabet, I fill the pen with ink, I feel the pen, I
move the pen, I draw with the pen, I make circles with the pen on the support,
I watch the thickness of the stroke of the pen, I go up and down with the pen,
I draw right and left, I stop, I start again, I go back in elegant rhythms, I
imagine, I express myself, I dance ballet with the regular strokes, I change ink
colours, I change nibs, letters, I change direction in irregular strokes, contradictory
strokes, I feel the invisible music that the harmony of the letters create, I
stop, relax my arm, I read the text again, I analyse it silently, I comprehend
it, contest it or give it my agreement, I compare it to the text in calligraphy,
I start again, I take the pen, I invent, create, make mistakes, I stop, I start
again, I stop, I put the pen down once more, I watch the infinite space of the
support, I rise my eyes, I contemplate the emptiness around me, I think, I imagine,
I transport myself into another world, I go back, I calculate, I decide, I dare
I take the pen again, I chose an alphabet, I fill the pen with ink, I feel the
pen, I watch the thickness of the stroke of the pen, I move the pen, I draw with
the pen
From
Rustic to Batarde letters... I find that feeling the delicate and captivating
movement of the quill is a magic moment, both definitive and unique, where I can
express and reproduce - with my personal touch, with freedom, passion and affection
- everything that makes up my creativity and my interpretation of life, my will,
culture, conviction and belief. These
are some of the reasons underlying my work; some of the ideas which inspire its
making.
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