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thought
I would start writing merely about my work, setting up so to speak,
some kind of "directions for use" or "glossary".
But it seemed to me more appropriate to write also about myself
and some of my views on the world, about my personal and professional
career and finally about my work, especially bearing in mind those
who would like to understand my work so that they can also fathom
some of the concepts inspiring their creation.
All
along the centuries and throughout the civilisations, with no distinction
of race or belief, scribes and copyists, silent and attentive, with
dexterous, faithful and patient hands, transmitted us - with the
help of their calligraphic instruments - sacred texts, historical
facts, love stories and poetry, unforgettable legends, peace treaties,
sciences and laws. They are the pillars of human knowledge, keys
to the wisdom necessary to understand our existence, enabling us,
with an attentive eye peering into beautiful manuscripts of the
past, to prepare the future or travel into a world of dreams...
even for just a few moments.
It
was with that kind of reflections that, one day, while I was contemplating
some ancient manuscripts a few years ago, I decided to initiate
this trip back to the past (but without return) which I am
accomplishing today, between reality and the imaginary, passing
through all the different eras of human knowledge; rewriting what
has been written already, designing once more ideas already gone
by but impressive to me, thinking through what has already been
thought, trying to feel inside me the same sensations my predecessors
would have felt, not without a certain nostalgia. I am sailing endlessly
through dozens of texts, venturing through phrases, sometimes without
immediately feeling them but after a deep reflection I do feel the
presence of a superior wisdom which gives me the sensation that
I am a thirsty child craving for knowledge.
Also,
since I have my doubts on everything in this life, including myself
and my limits, I am curious to understand the unknown and discover
other versions of our existence, since I would like to know the
various aspects of one single question, the secrets of this life,
I dive into the past through the manuscripts, through the books,
trying to discover inside them all their details; copying out the
questions, enigmas and replies; transcribing the thoughts of other
people more audacious than myself. And since I do not know how many
more years I will live - I believe that when you do not think about
death you are being irresponsible with life, you are forgetting
to make plans worthy of our sojourn on earth - I keep busy everyday
studying books and their sometimes long but entrancing texts. I
bury myself inside them, intensely, attentive and dedicated. I scrutinize
them with quiet eyes: context after context, line after line, I
slowly feed upon the knowledge they are handing over, I absorb them
while trying to feel the essence of these eras and their ideas,
trying to apply certain teachings of the past to the present reality,
to my time, or sometimes I just transport myself in imagination
to be able to represent these ideas in my work afterwards.
All of these texts, these beautiful texts, I look for them, fascinated
by all of these places where they still have their own space; and
I admire them, I transcribe them: in French, in Latin, in Portuguese,
in English, in Hebrew, in... and so on... comparing one to another,
trying in my thoughts to stand besides their authors and understand
how they were elaborated. I do this with no consideration for time,
as if time were my dwelling, my only place of inspiration. This
is all fascinating to me, it involves my whole body, my whole soul,
my whole time.
And
once my study is over, I draw on a piece of paper the space where
the chosen text will be received, that valued text of which I will
be the interpreter. I imagine the text once finished - comfortable
in its place, sometimes illuminated, later admired - that I am about
to transcribe. And this is how I start writing in calligraphy with
simple and involved movements, on the support with my quill, in
the alphabet I have imagined for it. What type of letter do I chose
for my calligraphy? I chose the one that answers best my inspiration
at the time, the exact letter, the exact size; a letter that talks
as my hands copy the words, the whole sentences. I consider this
a spiritual approach.
I
believe in the mind and the spiritual!
My
creation is a state of mind! True, my work is conceptual, spiritual,
intellectual, sometimes sensual, poetic and often full of contrasts.
It is insignificant for some and interesting to others. To me, in
the meantime, it is my "ego", the best way to express
myself, my blasting sensitivity, my ideas in movement.
Written
texts fix once and for all human reflections which are the result
of organisation and association of ideas, ideas which are themselves
a purely mental movement dissociated from the concrete.
Writing
is leaving a trace of us.
Therefore,
while transcribing texts, I materialize human thoughts. I give them
a body, physical and visible. I carry them out with the ambition
of making them overtake the limits of time for a work of art is
made to last.
My
works of art are an exact copy of men's reflections in all eras;
they are presented by me on a material that lasts and remains and
embodies the preservation of knowledge, just like an image or a
painting representing discourse.
Besides,
if the nature of the existing and living things, is the incessant
play of movement and rest and that Art, in all its disciplines such
as music, dance, theatre, painting, sculpture, drawing, etc., endeavours
to capture and reproduce the times of life's movements or natural
rests - life which is and will always be this original which inspires
us; my work's objective, as it were, is to still down reflection,
which I consider as some kind of "rest" subsequent to
the never-ending undulating movement of the ideas of great thinkers,
that is to say of human beings. The result is the materialisation
of the spirit of the texts which I consider beautiful - but since
I know that the "beautiful" is relative to each and every
one's sensation of taste, perception and education, I leave it up
to everybody to have their own free and spontaneous appreciation.
The
philosopher in me tells me that an artist is a man of all times,
he is located in all eras, he is sensitive to all changes around
him and contemplates humanity. The texts I choose and use in my
art works are witnesses of what I have just stated, for it seems
to me that everything changes and that human beings adapt. They
vindicate their superiority, their ability to solve problems of
an existential kind, their vocation to dominate everything on this
planet, their interest at being part of life, at making this life
pleasant.
I
feel special reverence towards our occidental writings and the languages
they represent, I revere literature and art in all its meanings,
I revere the creative power of human beings and science, construed
as a complement and not as the centre of all answers - like some
people would have us believe nowadays.
I
am a compulsive reader, a book aficionado, a lover of history, art,
communication, archaeology, spirituality... knowledge of the phenomena
of this life interests me. And these books and cultural disciplines
I am talking about have been accompanying me since childhood and
helped me to consolidate my own idea of natural and spiritual life.
But, it is not only in their pages that I
am learning and have learnt, no, there are people too.
I am talking about the people I like or who are interested in me,
old people too... well, those that I consider wise. I am learning
thanks to their pieces of advice; I think it is good to give and
receive advice. I learnt from all the professionals I met and who
were able to share and exchange with me knowledge, reflections,
experiences, thus helping me to improve my knowledge. As a result
I now have autonomy, authority and self-determination in my professional
choices.
It
was during the time I lived in the suburbs of Paris that I learnt
- watching the birds alighting on my window: free and satisfied,
my everyday companions (one of my sources of inspiration)
to fly in imagination, to dare, to wonder down the most intimate
parts of myself, in search of replies; to establish my own world,
to structure and reinforce my small studio, accompanied by words
echoing in the spring breeze; words full of strength filling my
soul with responses, with themes of every kind, with reflections
and sometimes absurd theses... And during these moments I was thinking
of the happy little souls, gay and witty, preparing their nests.
These moments were magic to me, I was gazing at this scene, considering
it perfect, extraordinary, a miracle of existence - not knowing
if I would ever witness such an event again, such a fantastic, such
a... great event! Then I would stop working and go out for a little
walk in the streets of Colombes or Paris, through plazas or the
Luxembourg garden; taking the RER or SNCF train, the Parisian metro,
entering human lines and corridors that materialize everywhere (this
eternal human suffering); in St Lazare Station or in Les Halles...
my mind wandering, travelling in my own ideas, in my own way of
seeing the world, moving unperceived among the crowd, with my own
state of mind that belongs only to me.
I
hold a special respect for Free Will, especially other people's,
and this makes up the first of my commandments in human relations.
We
are all entitled to love, sexuality, reserve, freedom, intimacy,
respect, to think anything we want about everything we want; we
have a right to express ourselves freely, to believe what we want
to believe without hindrance, and also not to believe anything of
what others put forward; the right to feel we are someone special,
to feel wanted, to have our own value, to be seen, known or unknown
of everyone; right to shyness; right to express our most intimate
desire and to desire the one we love - body and soul - with the
very best of ourselves, without being judged by others because of
our choices. We are entitled to express everything that's inside
of us; in our hearts, in our mind, our understanding. Entitled to
believe in God, to be a citizen, to defend, depend and be protected
by the State and entitled nonetheless to freedom of thought, to
think different from others and from that same State, to express
this openly without feeling persecuted; or to go elsewhere towards
other lands and other cultures, where those same ideas are defended
without encountering obstacles in our trip.
I
am blooming in my work and exteriorizing on my support all the ideas
my state of mind provides me with at times of inspiration. My Calligraphy
is my favourite work instrument and I dedicate my time as well as
my discipline and knowledge to it. Thanks to it I give shape to
the concepts of ideal and beautiful; I do this dozens of times if
necessary, in a never ending ritual, because it gives me pleasure,
it fulfils me, this is my world.
I
have learnt to walk alone, making my way with trust. Trust in the
Lord and in myself, in my work and in the future. I work hard! Everyday!
With discipline and hope that in time I will see the results of
my work. And regarding time, this time that fills up my days, I
am using it to write calligraphy, creating my works in my studio,
discovering new books in the bookshops I visit: in Paris, in Strasbourg,
in Brussels... trying to learn, to understand other people's truths,
putting mine forward sometimes, after all who holds the absolute
truth? But to carry on talking about what I think, I also believe
in a world where forces contrast, in the cultural diversity between
Orient and Occident - where differences legitimately claim their
rights.
I
believe in the attraction of light and dark; in the absolute necessity
of duality everywhere, because this life is full of contrasts; full
of necessary oppositions.
I
believe in the diversity of opinions and that differences are important
to society's balance and to its own survival. In the same way as
night and day are essential to this world where light and dark live
together in a perfect balance.
I
live with my own time and I try to present my work in a modern manner,
yet I am not a prisoner of my era, I don't live in a bubble. On
the contrary, I am taming the past that I come across in the corridors
of history, decorticating facts which are still alive and present
nowadays among us; models and principles of politics, culture or
religion which are human and universal, which formed or still form
part of the civilisations of all times since they are like mirrors
reflecting light on today's world, opening doors, helping us to
determine our behaviour, consolidating our values, structuring our
society, making eternal along the generations, concepts, ideas and
facts. I also have my own concepts and I express them in my work
with the materials I have today and in a way as coherent and appropriate
to our time as possible.
Letters,
these little signs that change contexts and ideas whenever it becomes
necessary, that move us in the deep of our souls; regrouping to
make up syllables, words, sentences; transforming into various languages,
changing meanings, revealing secrets, leading us and allowing us
to a profound reflection on our desires and the reason why we are
the way we are. This letters give meaning to feelings, to shouting,
crying, sobbing, joy, love, relief, to everything that is human,
to all that is legitimate in ourselves!.
I could write them and represent them in calligraphy till my last
breath. I would enjoy that!
In
my calligraphic work, ancient letters are not merely lost alphabets
pertaining to the past, museum pieces, palaeography subjects...
They have the value they deserve, the importance they must have.
Quill
in hand, I cautiously liberate ink on my support, words come forth
one by one, side by side, letting imagination be my only limit,
the border which tells me where to stop. But as soon as one work
is done I move on to another because there is inside me the urgency
of the instant, of this instant fully possessed by inspiration which
fills my whole self.
And
to better watch one of my calligraphy pieces, it is necessary to
take some distance from the present time, from the contemporary
mechanisation of our alphabet and avoid comparisons. See the whole
picture, see it all, like an undividable unit, see its forms, see
it with sensitive and quiet eyes. You need to place yourself in
between the past and the conservation of ideas, which is not always
appreciated by our generation which enjoys change and is obsessed
by the discardable! To understand my work it is necessary to adopt
the same values as those who do not see time as their enemy and
do not consider tradition as bygone.
And
I could not finish this text without mentioning beforehand the patient
quill which serves me, accompanies me, obeys me in silence and never
gets tired of starting all over again each time my eyes tell me
that they do not like the result; in my most varied movements in
search of perfection, balance, harmony, symmetry, of what is correct,
aligned, coherent, beautiful, ideal, conceptual, aesthetic, profound,
sensitive, legitimate! Giving shape everywhere it goes to everything
my imagination conceives; producing letters, the most beautiful
letters to me...
I
take the pen, I chose an alphabet, I fill the pen with ink, I feel
the pen, I move the pen, I draw with the pen, I make circles with
the pen on the support, I watch the thickness of the stroke of the
pen, I go up and down with the pen, I draw right and left, I stop,
I start again, I go back in elegant rhythms, I imagine, I express
myself, I dance ballet with the regular strokes, I change ink colours,
I change nibs, letters, I change direction in irregular strokes,
contradictory strokes, I feel the invisible music that the harmony
of the letters create, I stop, relax my arm, I read the text again,
I analyse it silently, I comprehend it, contest it or give it my
agreement, I compare it to the text in calligraphy, I start again,
I take the pen, I invent, create, make mistakes, I stop, I start
again, I stop, I put the pen down once more, I watch the infinite
space of the support, I rise my eyes, I contemplate the emptiness
around me, I think, I imagine, I transport myself into another world,
I go back, I calculate, I decide, I dare
I take the pen again,
I chose an alphabet, I fill the pen with ink, I feel the pen, I
watch the thickness of the stroke of the pen, I move the pen, I
draw with the pen
From
Rustic to Batarde letters... I find that feeling the delicate and
captivating movement of the quill is a magic moment, both definitive
and unique, where I can express and reproduce - with my personal
touch, with freedom, passion and affection - everything that makes
up my creativity and my interpretation of life, my will, culture,
conviction and belief.
These
are some of the reasons underlying my work; some of the ideas which
inspire its making.
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